Halloween is over again for another year. I got back from Nottingham today and am currently sitting with a comfy hoody on and some ridiculous monster slippers. Snug as a bug in a rug.

I have a lot of thoughts about this weekend. It was strange, being in City. Especially as there were so many people so I left really early. You couldn’t stand anywhere without it being crowded and people pushing and ugh it was just horrible. So overcrowded. I feel shit about leaving though because I didn’t get to spend as much time as I would have liked with my friends. It just wasn’t fun though. The second I entered I knew I wanted to leave. :( 

& people are settling down and living with partners and moving to cities and being real people. So far off my radar. I don’t feel like I’m located anywhere really. 

This was really poorly written and I really want to delete it all. I’m trying to express my thoughts a bit more though, been bottling up recently. It’s all too easy to go in to reclusive silent hermit mode when I’m back here though. 

i feel frayed

at the edges, I walked along

stopped at the clifftop

& screamed into the wind